The Push

Part 1: Self pitying lamentations, then an origin

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Let me be as concise as possible, as concise as any explanation can be for all of this. No small amount of shame will permeate this writing, to set the tone if anyone thinks I am proud anymore. My condition is fantastical and I wouldn’t blame anyone for disbelief. It can be a mean trick, it can provide comfort, it can confuse and conflate; it is as insidious as you…